Thursday, September 3, 2009
I haven't talked to Morgan all week and I miss him so much! I get so paranoid and I tend to think the worst at times like this. I have tried calling and finally today I got to talk to him. I asked if he wanted to go to the game tomorrow and he was so excited. Finally my world was back where it should be. Then an hour later he calls crying his eyes out because his dad grounded him and now he cant go to the game. It broke my heart to hear my baby crying his eyes out like that and I couldn't do anything to help. I couldn't be there to hug him, to hold him, to tell him that everything is alright. I understand that when he does wrong he needs to be disciplined, but as a mother it hurts so much to hear your child that upset and not be able to be there and comfort him. I told him to apologize to his dad and talk to him, and I am hoping he will change his mind. I miss him so much sometimes, its so hard not having him here, when he is such an important part of us. I just had to get this out, and this is such a good way to do it!